HOPE IS DEAD BUT THE MIST IS CLEAR

The frustration piled up on Saturday morning of Dec 15. It was getting unbearable. I had fever crossing 101 F. For no reason I had bad day. I fought with everybody. I felt sick of everything. I knew the reason. The reason was ISB call acceptance.
I gifted something to somebody only to my despair to get back money for same. For me generally it had not been an issue if it was some other time but at that moment I didn't like that. Anyways as always I continued to work thru my way.
Finally that evening I checked mail for ISB informing me the rejection of application. First I felt sad but then I realized that it released me out of the tension for the same. I was surprised I felt so relived, it was bad to feel so but finally it the psych of a human. I should have felt bad but it really turned totally opposite.
I realized that though I failed I realized that I had my dilemma was over and I knew that I have to think forward and move in a particular direction to attain my goals. It was time to switch to contingency plan. I knew exactly what was my state and where do I stand. Though I didn’t knew what to do but I did knew what wont happen and that was enough for me to move ahead from the standstill position I had been suffering since last 2 months.
“HOPE IS DEAD BUT THE MIST IS CLEAR”. Finally my frustration was over. I was overjoyed by the state of my mind. Totally relaxed and happy soul I was then.
I would again say that “Truth is stranger than fiction” and that hold true.